Zethy Suhaidah Zainudin.

Assalammualaikum.

I'm no good in putting up words through the normal email back-and-forth replies on how I felt on this very sunny day, where the sun shone brightly than ever initiates a special day for a very special person; who owns one of the special place inside my heart. And I'm being such an inconsiderable person who failed to keep up with the routine of replying her email. Truth to be told, it's been quite a gap of time since the last time I've being seen keeping up with my life on net. I've been late at replying your emails, and I would like to thank you for still being there, despite the rarity of hearing something from me. Thank you for your kindness, your kind words, your patience and your attitude of understanding me :) Both you, Atiqah Shamsul and my comrades, the beloved ones - are my treasure able circle of people :D Since the lack of updates meaning that I've lose some of my ability to express my emotions into words, so let's assume that you're going to forgive me if this isn't something that can't touch your heart. But all in all, it comes from my heart.

I'm sorry for not being the first to post an entry for your birthday. I hope that you're reading this, and once again; forgive me if any of my words have ever hurt you before. And to both Sarah Hayani & Miryam Elisa, please forgive me for ever taking your pictures of Zethy without permission. If you want me to take it down, I will do so. Please do let me know.

On this day, 16 years ago you were born into the world. A slanted eyes girl, radiant like a sunshine.

Zethy Suhaidah Zainuddin; sanah helwah, happy birthday, saengil chukka hamnida, selamat hari lahir - it defines the same meaning, words of appreciation & gratitudes for one of the world's awesome people have ever been born. I am beyond happy for you on this day, and beyond lucky to have you as my friend :) Remember the story of us? Of how two people, who've never actually met each other in the real life, who if we think about it again, it's funny on how possibly a two people - who have never had any connection with each other, let alone be the possibility of knowing each other since I'm the Johoreans & You're the Negerians, I'm the SSAJians and you're the SSPians. Wonders of wonders, it's being fated by Allah Ta'ala we're going to be a best friend one day. It starts from a curious girl, roaming and wandering around on the Internet, longing for her close relatives who have just moved to France. Google-ing to know how's the life of those Malaysians who resides overseas, and came across a personal blog that writes on a girl's experiences during he student exchange's program to France. I've fallen in love a bit by bit by her words of wisdom, that left me to ponder after each of her post. You know about the idiom of how some teenagers can have a mind of elderly living inside them? I can't seem to recall how the idiom sounds like. I would tell you next time :D

The point is, since then I've become so curious about you and began my duty, reading through your post without failing. How I have a little envy for how joyous and merry that your life is, and for your positiveness. That part of you, reminds me of my beloved cousin, Atiqah. And that's when I came to a conclusion that I must befriend you. But the question is, how? Searching for your profile on the net, done. Getting to know you is another step. What if you're going to reject completely the idea of befriending someone that you haven't met, that you don't have any mutual friend let alone be related to her? I forgot the exact date, but we've become friends since the 30th of May 2011, on my 15th birthday, which at first - we're totally awkward with each other. First by getting to know you, and then your life, next is your school and the last one is getting to know some of your friend, which is Fatt-Hiyyah Adlan, Miryam Elisa & Sarah Hayani. I can't never believe it myself, how a SBP-ians wants to befriend with a girl from an ordinary school? That makes me come to an another conclusion, how the friendships are not determined by the wealth, the popularity, the beauty and many more. It's on how sincere for you to start a friendship with a person, be it the person is a plain jane, an average or unpopular. Which makes me believe me even more that I'm lucky to have you as a my friend ;) Thank you for sharing your thoughts and problems with me. I'm honored to have my name being written several times in your diary. Thank you for showing me that on our last Skype's conversation :)

Ya Allah, ya Rabb; thank you for ever giving me friends that understands me and been there with me through the ups and downs, come hell or high water. I could never thanked you enough, ya Allah :')

Thank you for being the second Atiqah Shamsul, going through every problems with me, encouraging me, inspiring me and to conclude everything, thank you for befriending me :) Your birthday means a lot to me since it's the way of Allah showering blessings on me. He knew that I need a companion to sail through my life and He made you ! Selamat Hari Ulangtahun yang ke - 16, semoga Allah Ta'ala memberkati kamu, segala perjalanan hidupmu diredhai dan dipermudahkan, waima perjalanan di dunia & diakhirat. Terima kasih atas segala - galanya, dari segi nasihat, dorongan, tunjuk ajar dan teguran. Terima kasih kerana sentiasa bersama, sentiasa ada di situ, di mana bila - bila masa je saya dapat cari awak, tak kira susah atau senang :) Semoga kita akan terus menjadi kawan sehingga ke akhir hayat, bersama menjadi wardah di syurga, bersama mengejar mardhatillah, bersama menuju ke menara gading dan berpimpin tangan menuju ke Jannah. InsyaAllah :') 

Saranghae lillahi ta'ala :)

Assalammualaikum.